i miss you

i miss your warmth, yet your care.

i miss those stupid things we've been gone through.

i miss the way you smile, the way you laugh, and the way you try to attract my attention

i miss your efforts to make me smile, after all the tears and pain you've caused

i miss the time we've spent together, the moments, the memories

i miss those promises you've made to me, even though you forgot what are they

i miss your way to surprises me

i miss the first moment of our togetherness

i miss the time we chat, the time we made those delusional promises that can never be true

i miss the way you text me, and the way you call me every night

i miss your kiss

i miss the you who gave me my first love letter, the 'you' from those years back there

i miss the way you try to meet me, even though it's just for 5 minutes

i miss those time when you try to put me on top priority

i miss your sweetness when you play me piano that you barely can play ,just to cheer me up on that gloomy day

i miss the trust i put in you, even though i know it could never be the same anymore

i miss your warm hugs

i miss the way you touch my hair

i miss the way you cheer me up

i miss our first date, even though it is perfectly imperfect

i miss those four words you shout on the last day of our freshmen year

i miss those moments i spent with you in smiles, laughter and jolt of joy

i miss the way you miss me

i miss the way you confess to me on our confession night
i miss everything about you that could makes me smile
i miss you and i miss everything about you
 

i know you are a very different person today. you have changed a lot. for today, you're not the person i gave my heart into. so long my dear, and thanks for everything. i meant it. really.for everything.