i feel like a fool

is there any hope in delusion? can past transforms into present? can wounds becomes smiles and laughter? is there any care in ignorance?

it depends.

in accounts, i learned that keep holding into past might result in inaccuracy, bias, and unreliable results. can i apply the same with life? let's say...if i keep holding to the past, i would get disappointments from my expectations and the realities.

then, should i throw away the past? from east to the very west. from earth to the dimmest star. from sky high to unplumbed depth of the ocean.

if the story end like this, i would end as a fool. bloody fool.
but i know my story does not end here. if i made mistakes, then i reflect from it, fix it, then grow from it, i believe there's another ending. a happy ending.