a lifetime student

now it's almost 11 months i've been in foreign country to get my degree. i met lots of people. i learned lots of things. i know i still got long journey ahead,and there' still endless life lessons to learn.

"study the same thing, but learn different things"

been doing some reflections these days, and i can say i've changed. it's not the kind of transformation like when you're starving and cook instant noodle, and in 3 minutes your meal is ready. it's not even like when you want popcorn, and microwaved it for 3 minutes, and voila! you have successfully transformed something inedible to something edible. well, let's say it's just not instant.

i'm on process now to become a better fransisca. little by little, step by step, i believe i'll become a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend, a better student, a better person. i step up my values, and it do takes lots of time. i try to give thanks for every circumstances i encounter, and i can say it's not easy to give thanks for things you want to curse like mad. it's simply tormenting in all ways. but in the end, i'll get my reward. slowly but sure, i believe this girl will transformed from pebble to a pearl. it's not a one year or two years process, it's a lifetime journey.