how i wish this would pass

having nightmares for the sixth times, and it was about jtte. again. six nightmares and ALL about jtte.
i wonder why this event is keep stalking me, even it haunt me when i sleep. and now what? i'm thinking of going sick soon. my body keep aching. i'm sick for this unhealthy routine when i reached home late night and still have to managed this and that. i'm tired physically and emotionally. GIVE ME A BREAK.

can i have shoulders to lean on?

so mommy went back home already. i spent my weekend with her, we went shopping, tea time, buy this and that, tried new things, and that was simply awesome. she was trying to fatten me by saying "we'll eat whatever thing you want to eat."

and it works. 

enjoy my time with her a lots. 

today's menu

going for sushi buffet later with buddies, hope this will relax me a little.