hello december

i want a polaroid please

so.. had my first paper today. i made some careless mistakes but overall it was okay.
this is the fourth final exam period i encountered and well, most of the days i spent with zjw and handoko. we study together from noon til late night at school, and well it does feels better compare to study alone by yourself. at least you had someone you can talk to.

one thing i realized today before taking the exam. i went to campus by bus together with zjw, and he told me that this morning his parents called him just to cheer and give some supportive words before the exam. first, his mother called. then his father called. that was like... what?? i don't even get any texts or even calls from my parents man. i think my daddy really want to kick me out or else. whatever.

today (or specifically yesterday because day has changed) is my parents 21st wedding anniversary.
weeks ago, i asked sister to buy some cakes or present for the anniversary, and we even already decide which cake from which cake shop that we want to buy. i thought everything will be going well as we planned for the surprise, and i imagined that mommy and daddy will... you know... somehow cry and feel very proud and moved with their children (and therefore makes me easy to ask for allowance increment). =x

and well, the dreams called so because it does not happens in reality.
my sister forgot to bring some money and therefore no cake, no surprise, no tearfully moments, and (off course) no allowance increment. nice man.
anyway, mommy and daddy do really touched by our simple greetings, and it feels really good if i can make my parents proud of us. it made my day.

full moon

going bed now. goodnight!