when black and white become shades of grey

life was much straightforward when i was little.
it's as simple as how you can differentiate right and left, black and white, sweet and salty, young and old.
eventually, my world divided into the good and bad.

as  i grew up, and life adds more colours into my black and white world.

it adds "middle" between right and left.
it adds "grey" in various shades between black and white.
it adds the word "depend" in between good and bad.

now, it is not so straightforward anymore.
confusing, i would say.

being surrounded with people from different backgrounds, beliefs, issues and personal problems, it does influence me in a way. i begins to question about things i believed in.

i am confused, and i'm confused for the reason why i'm confused and it made me even more confused.

trust, for His plan is way better than mine.