from heaven to earth

today i was mad tired. bible camp was over and i simply return to my routine. same thing to do, same time, same place, everything would be the same, but me. as i mentioned in my posts, i'm gonna be better and better these days. one thing caught up my attention while i was walking to bus stop: it seems i'm going back from heaven to earth.

two days with them seems like the days i spend with my family. they are such a lovable, gracious, and religious family in christ. two days with them is literally 'retreat'. to retreat from your routine, retreat from your business, to retreat from whatever holding you spend your slightest time to christ, just to focus and experience god personally. we do intense praise and worship and i feel His presence among us. simply saying : it was AWESOME.

then when i was walking on my way to take bus, it seems i'm into a different world. the world is offering temptations. lust me, bed me, hate me, pity me, sin me, envy me, revenge me and whatever things like that out loud. it is like i walk as a light, soft light amidst darkness.


it was like black and white. very contrasting in every single way.  disbelieving myself for thoughts 'it is usual and everywhere is the same', two days ago.

by the way, i want a horse. and the background as well.