cold november rain

you know when starbucks comes in with the seasonal beverages poured in the signature red cups with  sprinkles of snowflakes and snowman aside from a forest green christmas tree, the best season is coming.

it is the season when people tend to be as warm as hot hazelnut chocolate in your venti red cup, and as sweet as old classic honey glazed donut can be. both comes in seasonal packaging, tied with forgiving festive ribbon, and wrapped with smiles and joy. 

the rainy season begins, and the era of wool, shawl, and knitted tops are so in once again. 

i took a stroll around the city and i can hear christmas songs are everywhere. one line from a song struck me in the head.

"i'll be home for christmas..."

 i have been thinking to go back home for months, and yet my employment pass still pending for renewal. 

hope for the best.

i am who i am