when life happens

i was living in my perfect world scenario until a dear friend of mine asked me out for a coffee. 

we talked on our way to cafe, and she told me what life has done to her. 

i cried. 

i was holding her hand along our way, and i was still crying when we're crossing the road.

she gave her best smile for a day, and the next day she was crying until she doesn't have any more tears to cry.

nothing guarantees me that i will be here to write another post tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after.

nothing guarantee what we have tomorrow are the same as we had today.

nothing guarantees a person you talked to today, will still be there for your once you departed. 

"do you think sun will rise up from the east tomorrow?"

"yeah, why not?"

"no. there is no guarantee for it. what we used to have now, is a series of routine that we perceive as a fact of how things works. the sun is here today, but what guarantees it will be up there tomorrow? nothing."

i might be here today, and gone tomorrow. 

for life, who knows?

i am. how about you?